11/04/14
This post has negative content about flaws, imperfections and faults. Read with caution.
There are a lot of things that are bad about me and I'd like to vent out about it. I'm not writing this to show off or to ask for anything. This topic was interesting to explore on this blog.
Shyness
First flaw I would like to cover up is my shyness. My shyness has occupied the space of my confidence to socialise, ask important questions and grab opportunities with my bare hands. Being shy is like being stuck in a room surrounded by concrete walls and a metallic roof covering the world full of opportunities and happiness.
The Centre Stage
Next barrier I want to break is taking over the important lives of important people. Many of my friendships have ended because of this particular flaw. When I think about friendship I always forget the part about personal space. I have a moment based upon this topic which happened based upon this topic and I'd like to share my story. My best friend and I were in the same class again for another year, but she had other friends in the same class. As the year went on my best friend started to hang out with these friends and I was desperate to hang out with her alone again, so I tried grabbing her from her friends as much as I could. She absolutely hated this. She was getting annoyed and so she shut me out. My best friend said that we could still be friends but not best friends, and to me that meant I wasn't permitted to speak to her ever again.
Anger
As a religious person I know wrath is one of the seven deadly sins and I am not permitted to break that promise and as a normal human being I make mistakes along the way. I cannot control my anger. Without myself knowing the pillows on the living room couch have suddenly teleported to the dining room table and on the bathroom floor. After you witness this activity you could hear painful screams and cries from my bedroom.
- Mari ♢
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