Letters to Primavera ~ The Twenty-Eighth One

28/09/15

Dear Primavera,

You know how people identify as either introvert or extrovert? Unlike them, I fit perfectly in the middle.

At first, I thought I was an introvert since I am extremely shy and unable to talk to people without bluffing. I'd rather go on Tumblr in the comfort of my dark room than attend lavish balls. I relish silence more than listening to people's delightful conversations.

But then, there's another side to my persona. I live my life with the fear of being forgotten by my loved ones. When I'm not surrounded by a person or a group of people, I can't have someone to listen to my incessant rants and give me helpful advice. When I'm alone I feel vulnerable at times.

If I'm alone, then I become angry. If I'm surrounded by people, then I become angry as well. I understand myself.

Yours sincerely,
An intro-extro-vert.